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I totally forgot about this blog. I guess it's been almost a year since I've done anything here. Anyway I wonder where you are today and what you may be doing and if you are having fun. Or if you may be thinking about me during any of the various things you do that aren't where I can see you. You would probably tell me to stop thinking these things, but I really don't want to stop. I like thinking about you. Your hair, your face make me smile. I have so few things to smile about I feel, so having this is nice for me. Either way at some point you'll tell me to fuck off or stop reading what I say to you and delete me from your life and I'll do what I always do when I get disappointed. Walk alone and still make it where I'm going. This isn't my first time enjoying someone who doesn't enjoy me the same way. This is just the first time I've dedicated writing to that person. Inspiration or the fact that I can at least feel as if I'm talking to you either way it keeps me somewhat happy thinking you'll read what I write. Bye for now. Got shoes.