Now

Now I am starting to wonder if you are avoiding conversation with me, or just don't even want to talk to me period. I don't understand what I did or why you wouldn't want to. I thought we had great conversations that we both enjoyed and also kept us from being bored. Maybe it's gotten to the point now where I'm only speaking to myself here. You used to message me sometimes, or look for me if I wasn't around. Now it's me trying not to constantly send messages because I think I'm just bothering you. I don't understand what happened. I wasn't asking you to commit to me or change your life. I just enjoy talking to you. I thought I had eased back a little and stopped expressing myself so much. I was trying not to push you to not speaking to me. Is lexulous all you really want to do with me? No talking. Well if I only get to say one thing to you I may as well just say I miss you. I wish you would come back and talk to me. Further attempts to.... Bye for now. Got paint.