Missed

I don't know how to say this but as simply as I can think it. I miss you as of late. I wonder if you are making a conscious effort to stay away, or only speak to me in that place. I guess you didn't enjoy my company as much as I made myself believe you did. Aint no sunshine.... It may seem as if I'm directing these questions towards you or saying things in an off tone but I assure you this is me talking to me about you. Well part of it anyway. Obviously the first sentence is directed somewhere other than myself. It's unfortunate that this is where I have to come to talk to you. I guess it's my fault since I pushed you and probably made you uncomfortable and backed you into a decision making necessity which could only end with you backing away from me. Things just don't seem as bright anymore. I wish you would just talk to me again, though I understand on some level why you don't want to. It's not necessary to avoid me in private conversation, in case you think it is. Although maybe it is, depending on how you feel about it. If you don't miss the same thing that I miss I guess you would only see not talking to me privately as a healthy thing. I don't know what you think. Sometimes I think I'm nothing to you, other times I think I am, then still at others I think you are undecided or indifferent. I am here though or there or wherever. All you have to do is talk to me and I'll always answer. Don't feel a need to reply to any of this, or if you do remember this is my head not yours. I'll see you when you are around. Further attempts to.... Bye for now. Got legs.