In the

So here we are, nowhere. It's not so fun here alone. This is how it goes I guess. Cannot know happiness without knowing sadness. That's probably a taoism quote of some sort but I don't have the patience for quotation marks or to search for it so consider this the acknowledgment of said possible quote. Anyway how does it all go so wrong. Am I my own worst enemy, do I walk without looking where I'm going. Do I even know myself really. If I don't know myself how could anyone else care or care to know me either. The desire is fading, it no longer feels like a release, just a hole I can bury myself in. Forget about others and just think about myself here. One day it'll all be gone. Nothing will be left, and what will there be then. A string of emptiness, just the empty line with no one to remember any of it. That's not what I want. Further attempts to.... Bye for now. Got nothing.