as the time slows

Days seem to be getting shorter and the weeks go by faster. Soon I will be somewhere else again. Yet another transformation of living. I tire of all the moving and yet I do enjoy changing. Sometime maybe I will get a place to keep but still just leave and come back to whenever. I don't need something huge or great, just someplace to come back to. A houseboat would be an awesome house I think. Or a cabin in the mountains or woods somewhere. I'm not picky. Someone to talk to would be welcome but again not completely necessary. People come and go all the time. It's useless to get attached to anyone. This would only serve to let me down in the long run. Which is another reason why a houseboat would be a good idea. Can't really blame anyone but myself if it gets destroyed by the sea and at the same time whenever I leave I can leave knowing it may be gone when I get back. Who likes really being lonely? Not me really, but I've managed to deal with it till now. Depending on people to make it so you can be happy is just lame. It's also greedy and self serving. If you are out there depending on someone for happiness right now, get rid of them. Eliminate them from your life. Friendship is one thing, dependency is another. This is my advice on the subject. Further attempts to.... Bye for now. Got alienation.