Here it is

So this is normally focused on a woman, but today I need to get stuff out that I don't feel comfortable doing on my other blog. Yesterday my son ( 15 ) tested positive for weed and benzos. The weed is something we already knew about, well we had hoped he had stopped since he is on probation and taking tests regularly. He has also broken in to our landlords office this past week, which means he's having some sort of self destruction period. I am at a loss as to what to say what to do about any of this. I went through all of this at his age, not quite the same things but close enough for it to be very similar. I've tried to be laid back as a parent, allow all sort of leeway and freedom. My parents were the opposite and I ended up doing shitty. So I think the other way will work better, it does for the oldest but the boy just keeps fucking it all up. I'm stopping now because my head is too muffled to keep going. If any one who may read this has any comments or input I would welcome it. Further attempts to.... Bye for now. Got one.