Come my lady

Once I looked outside and I saw the moon and I thought, the one, she is out there looking at the same moon. Somewhere out there. Or maybe she is sleeping and doesn't see anything like I see. Maybe she is dreaming of me or thinking about me somewhere. Or maybe she doesn't know I exist at all. Maybe there is no one. I don't know. I think I know things sometimes and it's usually when you are certain that you know something when you find out you don't know it at all and you aren't right about anything you think regarding the knowing of the particular thing. I know this, I will never not say how I feel for fear of rejection or ridicule. Tomorrow is there but  so what. Why wait to express yourself. Why worry about impossibilities or unlikely things. If it's something you feel none of that matters. Why keep something in if the expression of it could possibly make someone else happy. If I couldn't make people smile or laugh my life would be useless and meaningless. If the fact that I love someone means nothing to them that is of no matter, it means something to me. And regardless as to how it's received it should be stated. There is no time for tomorrow when today is right here in front of us. I love you, I cannot keep this to myself. Seeing you makes me happy. Even if it's only text. This probably just makes you roll your eyes and shrug. That is of no matter to me. What matters to me is letting you know that I love you. I thought maybe it was just a lust thing or something I was just enjoying while it was there, but going with out it made me want it more. Now that I've seen you again. I am holding myself back and keeping myself from being annoying, because I know that's what you want. And me not being in your face constantly bugging you makes you happier about it. I am whatever you want me to be. As much or as little. Not because I want to be a puppet. It's because I know that makes you feel more comfortable. It's a sign of selflessness, not an attempt to impress. Although love is full of greed anyway, it's also full of giving and compassion and caring and feeling. I just wanted to say again that my love isn't a myth or lust. It's real, and it's for you and yours if you ever desire it. I see you, and I love you. I would give everything to rub my hand along your hair and down your back once. Someone out there is lucky. I want to be me but I would give myself over to be him for one day with you. Further attempts to.... Bye for now. Got touch.