Is it possible

For one person to feel something and the other feel nothing. I tend to have to go by my logic that it isn't. So that being said maybe i've just wanted this to be something more than what it was. I still don't completely agree with that but I have no choice but to give in. I wold rather know her and be able to talk to her than be eliminated by her all together. I hope someday she will have a real conversation with me that is civil and she will let me ask questions that she will answer honsetly regardless as to how she thinks I'll feel about them. I still dream of her and I still think about her, and I still _____.  Further attempts to.... Bye for now. Got questions.